Do you see the pattern? Are you offended by it?
I've spent a fair amount of time over the last few days thinking about that question and about the stories I have heard about people who would like to remove the mention of the cross and the shedding of Jesus' blood from church services so as not to offend anyone.
So, am I offended by the cross?
My pious answer would be of course not, I love to sing about the cross and I love to hear the Word preached, even when it makes me uncomfortable.
But then I begin to think about the truth of my life, every aspect of it. The way I choose to spend my time, the way I treat my children and my husband, the attitudes that others rarely ever see...and the list goes on. It is at this point that I cannot deny that my words and my actions don't line up. I love to sing about what Jesus did for me when He willingly gave His life for my sin, but I so easily forget that while it is true that Jesus Paid It All, it is equally true that All to Him I owe... and it is here that I fail again and again. And it is here that again and again I must return to the foot of the Cross and seek forgiveness and renewal.
Create in me a clean heart, O God;
and renew a right spirit within me.
and renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from thy presence;
and take not thy holy spirit from me.
and take not thy holy spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation;
and uphold me with thy free spirit.
and uphold me with thy free spirit.
Psalm 51:10-12
I leave you, on this weekend when I have been reminded time and again what my Savior has done for me, with the words to one of my all time favorite hymns. I hope that these words hold a special meaning for you like they do for me.
Jesus Paid It All
Words by: Elvina M. Hall
Taken from: The Baptist Hymnal
I hear the Savior say, "Thy strength indeed is small,
Child of weakness, watch and pray, Find in Me thine all in all."
Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.
Lord, now indeed I find Thy power, and Thine alone
Can change the leper's spots and melt the heart of stone.
Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.
For nothing good have I Whereby Thy grace to claim;
I'll wash my garments white In the blood of Calv'ry's Lamb.
Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.
And when, before the throne, I stand in Him complete,
"Jesus died my sould to save," My lips shall still repeat.
Jesus paid it all, All to Him I owe;
Sin had left a crimson stain, He washed it white as snow.
1 comment:
O Jennifer - how I can relate to this post! Beautifully written.
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